![]() You are controlled by the one who took your consciousness from you, and your actions are what they want, and only what they want. Your body stays, but you are removed from your world. You enter a state of unawareness of your own thoughts, where you are, even who are you. An outside agent comes, whom you presumably have no control over, and takes that away from you, non-violently. You are in your own body, and you live with your own thoughts. Let's think about the simulated process of becoming hypnotized. My household was very chaotic growing up and I spent a lot of time wanting to hid or go away, but I had to stay in the house because I didn't have many friends and nowhere to go. I had a father, but he was very hands off and it was almost always my mother who gave out the attention/discipline. I grew up with an overprotective, narcissistic mother who was really my only visible parent. I'll take a short look back at childhood to potentially help you. We probably got here by way of a similar path. When I eventually did discover porn, I spent about a minute on vanilla porn and ended up very quickly into different fetishes involving mind/body control, including the big one, sissy/hypno. Long before I knew what porn was, I would sometimes fantasize about girls hypnotizing me. You are not alone, hypnosis was one of the earliest things that aroused me. Then from 13 onwards it was PMO over femdom/footdom/transgender/sissy hypnos.Įven when having sex with my other half, I often refer to her as "mistress" if I'm super aroused. You can't tell me the pure, innocent mind of a child could comprehend or want to indulge in femdom/hypnotic fantasies. I felt gratification for being this way and had no idea why. ![]() We devised a pretend game where we owned a house and I was her slave I literally stayed on my knees for her. Then, even being so damn young, got an erection and couldn't understand the sexual excitement.Ī year or so later in school I found myself playing outside with a bratty little girl. ![]() When this happened, I started to imagine what it would be like being cast under somebodies spell fulfilling any wish they commanded. Those of you that know the film know the the giant snake named Kaa hypnotises Mowgli. I was alone in my room watching Disney's The Jungle Book. I was very young (maybe 5 years old, I developed sexually relatively early). I think I actually remember my first boner. Since joining NF in the early hours of the morning/last night I've been thinking a lot about the root cause of my fetish. ![]()
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